overwhelmed

i knew that with parenting/pregnancy would come difficult decisions and prioritisation. i just never thought i'd be faced with those decisions so soon. what i thought i knew for a fact, i'm not so sure of anymore. while i thought i was clear of my priorities, i've quickly come to realise that i just really want it all. and i can't do it all. something has gotta to give. it's now a question of what. sigh.

to quote the lyrics of a song by Carrie Underwood (thanks, Van)...
" Jesus, take the wheel...
take it from my hands
cos i can't do this on my own.
I'm letting go...
so give me one more chance.
Save me from this road I'm on.
Jesus, take the wheel..."