oh poop...

just found out from the hubby last nite that the in-laws (aka Mrs Mom and Mister Dad) will not be going to europe in july. that sucks. oh well, guess it will just be the younger-generation buonerbas (and the currently youngest-generation buonerbas).

just talked to a friend and colleague of mine who's currently posted in san francisco. i'm so envious. i want to be out there.. i want to be able to go for hikes and road trips on the weekend, i want to be living in a world meant for 2, i want to have the freedom to do stuff just with my husband with no other demands for my time. life here just seems so hectic and meaningless. the weekends go by in a blink without me feeling like i really experienced it.

i miss the feeling of being somewhere with just kale and actually doing stuff together. granted, yes, we're home together alot during the week, but that time just seems like "dead" time when we're both just unwinding from work and zoning out.. catching tv, surfing the web, doing household chores. it's not really "couple" time, you know? and i can't but help feel that i'm missing out on something. sigh. perhaps it's just me being in a cranky mood. hopefully this mood will pass.
*groan*